Don’t lose the moon while counting stars ….

Why this page?

Didn’t do anything today … woke up in the middle of the night with a stomach thing or something of the sort … feeling a lot better now … even laughing with the kids watching Friday the 13th … working on part 2 … I was 15 the first time I saw it in the movies … times flies … whether we are having fun or not … not that I’m not … but just saying … it keeps marching on regardless or in spite of us and our sometimes feeble attempts to hold on to the familiar because change is uncomfortable and who the hell wants to be uncomfortable … but it’s a fact of life … and I’ve been uncomfortable a lot these days … but it’s not so bad … it’s that obsession with forward motion and blazing new trails … choosing the good over bad, holding on to some and letting go of others … fighting for the things that are important … when you truly care for someone, you don’t look for faults, you don’t look for answers, you don’t look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes, you accept the faults and you overlook excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure. There is a rare chance that you’ll meet the person you love and who loves you in return … but it’s not impossible … and I believe in the impossible anyway… things happen when they are meant to occur … I have a lot of learning to do still but I’m getting there … and when it happens, I’ll be ready … so all I can say is … if you find it, don’t let it go … the chance may never come your way again. Love is a funny thing … we don’t choose it (we allow it) but it chooses us … and it does make you strong … Well, too much on my mind and not enough running and riding … which keep the thoughts at bay … but a good friend was recently hurt by someone with a big mouth and small mind and I was the “bridge” that caused the clashI’m hurt, I’d never intentionally hurt a friend … and my eyes were opened … people aren’t always what they seem … I’m pretty good at weeding out malicious people but I failed this time … and his actions were simply unforgivable and malicious … I am looking forward to hearing from him again … saying my “piece” and moving on … another person I don’t need or want in my life … my friend will never know how terrible I feel but maybe I created the opportunity to make it better … and I hope karma bites the other in the ass! It does all come around! And it does explain why I didn’t like him all that much in the first place … not that you heard it from me …. but don’t screw with my friends and expect me to sit back and say it’s okay! It’s that simple!

Well back to Friday the 13th part 2 … it’s so bad it’s good and too funny when you’re watching it with kids (not young ones LOL) that provide a running commentary of the whole thing … And a couple more days and my thoughts will go away and I’ll be back to running! Writing, running and my bike make me happy! (And no, didn’t call Shelly a frog or post photos of Santa from the Dysfunctional Dating Service – but I could tell you some stories!! … I’m being nice!! – and that’s just in case my mom decides to pop in and read this!) I have lots to say about nothing … and that’s all folks … tomorrow is another day! I’m ready …

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